Be WiTh Me

HK, always a place that I looked forward to. Love the street, love the food, love the late night shopping crowd. Looking back, it has been 2 years since I last went there for a holiday trip. Though the trip didn’t turn out to be very nice (cos I was with the wrong company!!), I still look forward for my 2nd trip there. Not sure when it will be, but this time round, I must enjoy myself to the fullest. Any nice and fun people interested in joining chucky doll?? Ha….

As time goes by, realised that alot of things had changed…. Tried not to think about it but when the fact stands in front of me, I simply can’t deny it. I don’t understand, I really don’t understand…. Are things meant to be like this? It really hurts me when it hit me…. Why is my life so messed up….

The weather has turned freaking hot since last week and I really had a hard time getting to sleep. To add on to the agony, my headache totally puts me off. I was supposed to sleep better with the air-con on but instead, I was tossing around on my bed the whole of last night. Ironically, Zen Zen slept well through the night.

I don’t really know whats the real reason behind my sleepless night. All I know is that the moment I opened my eyes, my head just feel so heavy. It persisted throughout the night and tagged along with me to work. Already feeling bad, those unwanted passing remarks and behaviour from the people at work made me feel even worst. Didn’t respond much to whatever was happening around me.

Towards the evening time, the pain on my head finally subsided. Hence, I gathered some energy to give Xiao Hei a dry clean plus a coating of the amour oil. It took me about half an hour to get everything done.

Getting home, I felt so great after a shower and dinner. However, the greatness was short-lived. Right after dinner, the damn headache came back! Urghh…. The initially pain was so bad that the slightest head movement would aggravate it. Damn…. Just what is wrong with my head…. Its killing me….!!!

I was back to P.S to work (13.05.07) after a day’s rest. Knocking off at 5pm, I met up with Py. This time round, I gave her a ride on my Xiao Hei. I was so nervous cos its the first time I am having a pillon! The weight is totally different and initially I really had a hard time trying to ride freely. My purpose of meeting her up was to pass her her birthday present. In return, she gave me a treat at Coffee Club.

After our light dinner, I sent her to Science Centre to meet up with her family members. This time round, I felt more confident and less nervous. The ride home alone was so weird cos all of a sudden, the weight is gone. It was after some time that my riding went back to normal. I was pretty tired when I got home but I must still thank Py for the encouragment that she gave me and the faith she has in me for giving her a ride! +_+

Opening the door, you just wish to have a good rest after a day’s of long hours at work. Well, before you could even bathe, change into a new set of clothing or even eat, the most irritating thing happen. From the kitchen came the naggy voice of your mum, nagging about the furnitures at home being scratched by your cat. What would you do at this point of time?? Flare up at your mum to shut her up?? No…. I am not a fighter when comes to all these….

Instead, I walked into my room with my cat following behind and shuts the door. Well, I thought that by doing so n she will shut up. Ha…. Guess I will have to try harder!! Though I could’t really hear exactly what she says, her nagging just go on and on and on…. Blah blah blah…. Eventually, it became a threat to throw my cat out…. This is what I detest most!

I am already going to be 30 next year, yet she still treats me like a 3 year old with all those unbearable naggings and threats. What the F is wrong man…. Don’t she ever feels tired….??!! My life is so screwed……………………

I was down to PLAY last night with cuzzie to party. It has been such a long long time since I last went for a PLU party. Actually my main purpose there was to see my dear Joan, who works as a cashier at PLAY. I ve not seen her for like a year plus. Ya…. Its that long man! MIA on me….

We were so delighted to see each and I got a good news from her. She is planning to get married. Hard to believe cos I thought that she will never had this plan in mind but she is getting married! Ha…. Feel so happy for her. Other than her, seen a lot of my old friends and also that damn ass Ash who owe me 2.5k!!! Keep saying she would not run away but hey, its like more then 3 years and I have not seen any cash coming back…. The sight of her just irks me! Set aside this irritating person, my night was fun filled with laughters and alcohol. Talking about alcohol, I had a good mix from beer to vodka fruit punch, red wine and champagne!!

After all the fun, I had a scary journey home. Guess I have not been drinking for too long and those alcohol really caught me. To add things on, I had to ride home cos I brought Xiao Hei out with me. Oh man…. I had a hard time concentrating on the road and to make things worse, I could feel myself swaying on the road with Xiao Hei. It was really a big mistake! The only thing that I could think of at that point of time is to pray hard to ensure that I get home safely. I was so relieved when I finally got to my home’s car-park! The moment I had my feet on the ground, I told myself never ever to drink and ride again! NEVER!! Shit you man Chucky…. Are you out of your bloody mind??!! Piangz….

I was back to my work place at the wee hours of 3plus. Reason was to finish up my undone paper work. It took me almost an hour to sort out everything. Before I left for home, I decided to give my Xiao Hei a good clean cos he was covered with mud all over. Yah…. All thanks to those pools of water collected on the road. I didn’t wash him, just wipe clean cos I didn’t wanna mess up the place. Done cleaning, I had him coated with armour oil to protect him from the sun-light. Ha…. Sounds light suntan lotion huh. Well, this is to prevent him from losing his colour. Following that was some drizzle of oil onto his chain. It took me a while to get him all ‘dressed up’ but that feeling is simply enjoyable!!

Today was another bad day for my Xiao Hei cos I broke its clutch lever…. I feel so sad for Xiao Hei and myself. The price to replace it was 10 bucks but since the design and coating was totally different, I had to change away my brake lever too. Oh man, just what is wrong with you Chris…. Its barely a month and you had Xiao Hei gone through so many ‘injuries’…. Poor Xiao Hei…. I am so sorry…. Chris!! You are a SAD CASE!!!!! Humpf! =(

Today was another unpleasant day for me and my baby…. I was out to the bank after lunch and after the bank, I went to the Singapore Pools next to a NTUC to collect my little winnings from Saturday. For my own convenience, I had my baby park a distance behind a stationed car and I was on a double yellow line. I was only away for less 10 mins.

While I was making my way towards my baby, the car that was infront of me was doing a reversing. The next thing I know, I was shouting cos the car didn’t stop and hit onto my baby!! I was so furious and went up to knock on that damn driver’s car window. He opened the door and I started to question him. Instead of feeling the least apologetic, he raised his voice to tell me that I shouldn’t have parked my ’stupid’ bike there. The words that came out from his mouth really makes me feel like smacking my helmet right into his bloody face!!

I am a driver myself. I know very well that the space infront of him is more then enough for him to drive his car out of the parking lot. Yet he still wanna argue with me when there are other witness who saw that he just reverse his car without checking back. On top of that, he still dare me to go make a police report. Oh my god! He is such an ASS!!!!! What a disgrace to drivers and for goodness sake, if you don’t have such a big head, please don’t wear such a big hat!!! Can’t even do simple judgement yet wanna drive a big car. And so what if you are driving??? I am driving too and I drive a heavy duty vehicle alright. Trying to be arrogant and bully me because I got a ‘P’ plate on my bike?? Hey you old man!! May you rot on the road!! SFP 5257 L!!

In a few days’ time, I will be spending my last 20th birthday. Goodness me! I have actually came to this earth for that long!! Ha…. Oh well, my birthday wish is actually kind of simple and it seems like every year is the same (becos till now never came true!!). Beside this wish which I will not say out, the other is to have lots of pressie!! Hee Hee…. People out there, get ready my pressies for me k?? Ha ha….

Do I have a list? Of course I do. But I do not wish to stress you guys out. So start cracking your little brain ya. Erh…. But please get me something useful!! =P